a new new leaf.

As far from this goes. I will still keep kicking from the dead of this DA +A+

so yeah, had a little vacations from Orlando. from July 2nd. that was when after of that incident.

we went there for taking off from dallas that my mom had to gone through. it was a fun and relaxing in those days, a pool, a sauna and a Jacuzzi. and going to Universal and the island of the adventure hehe... well, in a not so extreme coaster part. i'm scared the shit out of those <.<    

most of the time it was about family visiting.  i got pissed off cause we are suppose to be taking a vacation in the hotel, then the next week we would go visit them. but no... sometimes my aunt/cousin keeps calling my mom to come with her. is not that i don't like her, but is supposed be after our hotel thing was over... she was so demanding. all i just wanted was staying in the hotel. 

 after we are done in orlando, we went to the tampa to visit another family it was okay also. then like on Saturday we went to driving back home. yup, from the july 2nd we had travel from all the way to florida. well maybe in some stop for the holidays in.yeah i guess it was a cool vacation... if i wasn't shared much a room from my parents. cause what i really really hate the most is from their snoring... god, i couldn't sleep well. all i could say in those days, i slept in 3 am. it was disaster to me.

anyways, i'm glad that i'm home. and now from all i'm been hearing and deaths going on, i gotta say one thing from this:

don't.
give.
up.
from.
life.

Cause seriously, i couldn't be more surprise or even been more shock. one day to another, is been dead after deaths. i couldn't even feel sorrow. i was been fear and confuse.

everything was been falling apart... everything was in the despair. Listen. i'm gonna say something a little personal about this also:

I'm a Catholic. but i'm not like fully strict. sometimes i believe more then just what is on the bible. i believe there's more then just one god. but i don't use them as my religion judgmental part. because not everything will be said on the bible.

i don't use the bible for hate.
i don't use the bible for justice.
it only use for the lesson from the past.

that's it. that's all that it was. a lesson from the past. there was never been said that you should learn to hate on others.

some people are using this to lied to ya. but is not always about what's on of religion, they use it for their wrath and pride.
and those are the sins.  you can't say that's not true, cause it is. and you can see it, everyday.

i don't want you to be engulfed with theirs. i don't want you to be dead for their false pride.   

i want you, to listen to yourself, not on others. i want you, to not use hate, leave that behind. i want you to remember from this; they are human, we are the same. we maybe different, but we are all the same.

i maybe not some important person, but that doesn't mean i shouldn't said anything from this. 

cause i don't want to live in fears and hatred anymore... no more.

but yeah, that's all i'm gonna say from this. please be safe, and don't give up.